The journey of accepting the lifelong effects was tougher than the physical recovery. In the process, I learned new things about God and myself. I’ve learned how to live in the tension of celebrating the miracles, while being real and honest about the disappointments of living with this for the rest of my life. I’ve written most of the story of our trip, the accident and my physical recovery, but I’ve been scared to write about my emotional and spiritual journey, because some of it is edgy and ‘off base.’ STORY has inspired me and given me the courage I need to write my story.
I’ve spent the past two days at STORY 09. The place, the music, the speakers = WOW! I love new info and questions to think about and process. It was a meeting of great minds and thinkers. Some of the thoughts were new, even edgy – a few raised questions for me. But still others were familiar and comforting – I’m happy to realize I’m not the only one thinking some of this stuff! I’ll be writing more about it soon. (I think)
The overall theme was – learning how to communicate God’s story and our stories better. And to not be afraid of our own stories – the good, the bad and the ugly. It was exactly the inspiration and motivation I needed to finish this darn book I’ve been writing the past four years. The book is my story of – major trauma, miracles, pain, amazing recovery and limitations that affect me now and will continue to for life.
And Hurricane Reality!
Hurricane Reality is what I’ve named the emotional and spiritual place I was sucked up in for a year or two post-accident as I tried to come to grips with this …
I was a marathon runner pre-accident and woke from being in a medical coma for ten days to find out that I almost died, they almost amputated my leg and even if it healed, I might never walk again, due to that injury and several other severe ones (my pelvis and right femur were also shattered)
Today, I not only walk, but I run again – on my own two feet!
June – 2009
(Is there a pirate movie/show somewhere that I can be in?!)
Thank you Ben Arment and the STORY team!